It was been 7 days and six nights that I have worn this device. It is a symbol of my new relationship with my Wife and a constant reminder of my place in this relationship. Every moment of every day, I am reminded that my Wife, my keyholder, is my Mistress, in control of this relationship, my actions and my behavior. She has the keys and ownership of my sex. She decides when and if I will ever touch it or play with it again. She decides how I will please her and what I must do to please her. She controls my entire body, spirit, and mind as I am her property, her bitch. Knowing this makes me feel secure, loved and very special. I could not be happier than to be the property and bitch of a loving and firm Mistress. She has made my dreams come true.
The device is not as uncomfortable as one might imagine. Unlike the first day, I am able to control myself better and prevent myself from getting excited. I do experience those swellings a few time a day and especially in the morning. On those occasions, the swelling makes it very uncomfortable. I am able to quickly steer my thoughts away from anything that had excited me and within a minute get things back under control.
Looking forward to this evening. After the gym, which I desperate need to keep my body firm for my Mistress, I will be trying on a number of different outfits. My Mistress has a box full of old but still usable clothes for me to try on. I hope to find several outfits that will please her. It should be a fun night.
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