Deeper Learning

  I wore the device for 14 days and nights from February 11 to February 25.  I took it off when I upset my Mistress with an attitude.  She threw the keys at me saying she did not want this if it was going to be a game.  I tried explaining that this lifestyle was no a game, but she would hear none of it.  It was several days later until she agreed to accept the keys warning me that this was no game.  If we continued down this path, then it had to be a real lifestyle change.  I promised her that it was a real change in our relationship, no games.
  I have been wearing the device now for a 2 days since March 1.  The first time I wore the device for 14 days it left me very scratched and sore.  It was a soreness as if I had masterbated too many times in one night.  Between the scratches and soreness, it has been easy for me to keep myself not excited this time.  I have experienced moments of arousal but without me getting hard.  Last night as i was surfing the internet and playing with my nipples, I felt the arousal all over and inside me.  Not wanting to suffer from the discomfort of the device, i managed to not get hard but still get excited.  Its an amazing and much deeper feeling.